The Boy Who Kept Reading

September 26, 2026
September 26, 2026 Terkel

Written by Vardan Ter-Antonyan

I grew up in Armenia during the difficult years that followed the collapse of the Soviet Union. The country was newly independent, but daily life felt uncertain. Electricity and natural gas were often unavailable. Winters were bitterly cold, and darkness arrived early.

As a child, I learned to do my homework by candlelight. The flame gave just enough light to read, but it flickered constantly and strained my eyes. Sometimes I studied wrapped in blankets because there was no heat. We learned to conserve everything: food, candles, warmth and hope.

Those years changed how I understood hardship. When basic comforts disappear, you discover what you are willing to keep fighting for. For me, that was education. Science offered a world governed by reason and possibility. Even when the room around me was dark, the books in front of me showed that there was a much larger world beyond my circumstances.

I went on to study physics at Yerevan State University. Later, I gained admission to the University of South Florida and moved to the United States with only $3 in my pocket. I still remember walking through the airport to my gate, and the path was cut off by airport workers who simply wanted $25 per person just because. I only had $28, and there was no way to pass without paying the fee. No explanations given. This is what it feels like when you live in a third-world country when the times are hard for everyone and corruption is unprecedented. The challenges did not end there; in fact, it was only the beginning, because the airplane had to make an emergency landing in Washington DC instead of New York. What I did not know then was that adversities were quietly making me stronger and more resilient, just enough to allow me to survive what came next.

In spite of all that, I survived and earned a Master’s Degree in Molecular Biophysics. Starting over in a new country brought a different set of challenges. I had to adapt to a new culture, establish myself professionally and prove what I could contribute. There was no shortcut. I built my career one opportunity, one difficult project and one hard-earned lesson at a time.

Over the years, I grew from a scientist into an R&D and business leader. I have worked in pharmaceutical development, sterile manufacturing, drug delivery, formulation and product commercialization. I have helped build scientific teams, solve manufacturing problems and turn early ideas into products that could be produced reliably. I also founded my own consulting company, published scientific work and a book based on the leadership lessons I learned along the way.

My career has included achievements I could not have imagined as a boy sitting beside that candle. But I do not see my life as a simple story of hardship followed by success. The hardship became part of the success. It taught me to remain calm when resources are limited, to keep working when the answer is unclear and to find another path when the obvious one is closed.

I still think about that candle. At the time, it was simply the only light available. Today, it reminds me that progress does not always begin with ideal conditions. Sometimes it begins in a cold, dark room, with a child who decides to keep reading.

Author Bio:
Vardan Ter-Antonyan is a scientist, operator, author, entrepreneur, and executive who has spent more than two decades inside pharmaceutical and regulated environments, advancing from technical roles into senior leadership and C-suite responsibility. His experience spans organizations ranging from early-stage ventures to large-scale enterprises with thousands of employees.
Having worked at the intersection of science, operations, and executive governance, Vardan has observed firsthand how leadership decisions are actually made, particularly the often-unspoken criteria organizations use when selecting executives. C-Suite Bible reflects those observations, informed by both his own tenure in senior roles and his exposure to CXO transitions.
In addition to his corporate leadership experience, Vardan has founded and advised businesses, further deepening his perspective on risk, capital allocation, and institutional trust.
He holds a Master’s degree in Molecular Biophysics, is a Lean Six Sigma Master Black Belt, and is pursuing a Doctor of Business Administration degree.
Throughout his career, Vardan has led multidisciplinary R&D teams, developed novel drug delivery systems, optimized manufacturing processes, and helped organizations bring innovative products to market while navigating complex regulatory requirements. His technical expertise includes lipid-based drug delivery systems, nanoemulsions, self-emulsifying drug delivery systems (SEDDS/SNEDDS), liposomes, controlled-release technologies, and formulation development for poorly water-soluble compounds.
In addition to his scientific leadership, Vardan is passionate about bridging the gap between research and commercial success. He regularly advises companies on product development strategy, technology commercialization, operational excellence, and innovation management. His work combines deep scientific knowledge with practical business insight, enabling organizations to accelerate development timelines, improve product quality, and reduce technical risk.
Vardan is also an author, speaker, and industry thought leader who enjoys sharing evidence-based perspectives on pharmaceutical innovation, drug delivery, biotechnology, diagnostics, manufacturing, and executive leadership. He welcomes opportunities to provide expert commentary for journalists covering advances in pharmaceutical science, healthcare innovation, biotechnology, regulatory affairs, and emerging medical technologies.